Should I or Should I Not

I tend to listen to certain things involving my intuition.  I listen mostly always when it involves heartfelt relationships.  In the past, I would let my emotions get the best of me.  Now, i try to think before I react.  Although, Sometimes, I don't react as quickly and I let it simmer...which is neither good nor bad.

Some people say spy.  I say intuition and awareness. 

The Past and its Acceptance

I use to think so much of my past when i was younger and more depressed.  My past was my hideout.  My closure.  My safe-haven.   I use to let the present moment and any difficulties consume me and i would run to my past for comfort.  Those were the days.

Now...my past...reassures me that I will not make the same mistake twice and I have come to accept it and hold it so close to my heart because it knows the struggle and endurance I have achieved thus far.  Been that way for three solid years.  The experiences that some might say were tragic, unthinkable, horrible or down right awful, are but mere accomplishments in my life that I have come to accept and love.  I used to dwell on all of my experiences as...burdens and why-me-oh lord.  Such a breath of fresh air to think of my past and smile.

BREATH THE FRESH AIR OF LIFE AND LIVE!!!!